Dear Anon

It is a very serious offense to make physical threats against someone, even on the internet, where you think you are "anonymous".

I am a cam girl. I offer my company on the internet. I find satisfaction in the positive impact I have on people's lives. Don't get it confused with a dating site.

In my 5 years on MFC, I've only believed 1 person when he says he loves me, and that's because he shows me in a way I believe it to be "Love" the way I define it. I believe him because I know he puts me before himself. He is always there for me when I need a shoulder to cry on. He gets my art because he supports my dreams. He's content with alone time with me without ever making any requests, simply letting me do as I please. Unlike others where there is always an end goal that's about them. That's fine, it's my job to be there for others.

When most people tell me they "love" me, it is quite clear to me, their definition of Love is completely different than mine. To me, Love is about putting someone else's needs before your own. It is about being there for each other, supporting each others' ambitions, helping each other be better. How can people claim to "love" me when they never even ask me anything about me? The way a cam model responds to her room, or lack there of, is not the same as her personality. Most girls are not the same off-cam as they are on-cam. How can a person use the word "Love" and be absent when I am sad? How can I believe it when people are only around when it benefits them and leave when they get what they want from me? A relationship is built on shared interests, beliefs, goals, and trust. Can I trust someone who threatens to harm me and threatens to hurt my mom? Driving a wedge between me and the person I love the most in the world, is despicable and cruel. I am appalled and disgusted that anyone could stoop so low. You owe me an apology.

This is a serious matter. Keep it up and I guarantee one of a few things will happen. 1) I will take legal action and get the authorities involved because a physical threat has already been made. 2) Restraining order, and virtual bans will be instituted. 3) I will have to re-evaluate my career as a cam girl and drop off the internet COMPLETELY if need be because I will not subjugate myself, my family nor friends to any harm.

Stop being so selfish. That is not love. You don't own me. I need to have a life off cam because camming is my JOB. Isn't it enough I give 95% of my time to MFC? Why am I not allowed to go out on a date? I didn't have to talk about my personal life on cam. But I chose to because that's my REALITY and I don't believe in lying about my relationship status to give people false hope. Like I said, MFC is not a dating site, it is an e-commerce site. If there were no exchange of currency, would any model volunteer her time?

Be realistic and have fun. Money does not buy you love, even if it could, would you still want it?